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Fallin off the train
12.29.03 (7:46 pm)   [edit]
I got drunk last night. Dammit. Some days are good and some are bad.
 
X-mas eve
12.25.03 (2:57 am)   [edit]
I am actually doing good on the not smoking thing. I got to play santa tonight. I love my girls. I should be smoke free in a few weeks. I'm almost happy. Love and joy to all this holiday. Last year it was kiss my ass and eat shit
 
Fa la la la
12.21.03 (1:15 am)   [edit]
Like I said, it only works for 30%. Now I'm really fighting the insomnia. I found a good way to get my daily OJ and Bannana. Try a smoothie, 2cups oj, one bannana sliced, two ice cubes, blend, add some vodka, and voila. Excellent buzz and right before bedtime will give you some pretty wacky dreams. I just had one about me and the walmart greeter dude shooting pool and I lost 50$. Things are pretty screwed up right now. I went from not taking any pills, even aspirin, to taking all kinds of good stuff now. Anti-depressants, blood pressure medicine, and I even took some alka-seltzer cold and flu the other day. I really try to stay away from the Nyquil though. Something about Nyquil just knocks me out for about 9 hours or longer. Probly cause I drink too much. Oh well, one day at a time, some are easier than others.
 
F*n vitamins keep you going sometimes
12.19.03 (7:41 pm)   [edit]
The stupid vitamins just keep screwing with me. Now I'm on the welbutrum something or other to help me quit smoking. It only works in 30% of the people, the other 70% are just wired lunatics. Kinda like me. Joy to the World and F*off y'all. Merry friggin Christmas. Ho, Ho, friggin Ho. At least I'm sober.
 
Grrr
12.18.03 (7:27 am)   [edit]
I should title this my daily bitch. What's with the soccer moms that stop the car, get out and codle their children in the drop off lane at school? C'mon, I almost gave this lady the finger. I know that's not the right attitude to have, but geese it really backs up traffic. The school sends notes home once a month about the drop off procedure. Basically you pull up, the kid opens the door, jumps out, "love you have a good day" and that's it. Time for my dialy OJ and Bannana. Gotta control the electrolytes. I'm off to the xmas party at school. Have a great day!
 
Whinny ass little shit
12.18.03 (12:28 am)   [edit]
Everyone I know is whinning about this and that. I just have one thing to say, "get off your ass and do something about it" Please, life happens and everybody just reacts. Take control of your life, or maybe watch Jerry Springer and it won't be so bad. I talke to my doctor today, she is going to prescribe the wellbutrum stuff to help me quit smoking. I am weak and can't do it alone. We'll see how it works out. Please drive safe.
 
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12.16.03 (11:31 pm)   [edit]
I didn't want some people to predispose my intentions here. This is a journal to document my progession back into "normal" life. I drink too much, smoke too much and didn't use to have family values. Now the world is changing. For the better.
 
I guess you can call me new Kid for now
12.16.03 (10:21 pm)   [edit]
This is the first of many. Some screwy kid that does the Given to Fly told me about this. I thought I would give it a try.